Don't wanna go out I want to stay curl up in bed
I want to bundle under the sheets and spend my day crying
I want them all to stop compulsively pretending
I'd like for all these bad memories to get out of my head

Cus you care so you tell me to get up and move
You put on music and dance to the groove
You make me laugh sparks flying from my mouth
Fire warming up my insides
You are my blazing hearth
On a winter night
Under the sheets
I can't sleep

Cus you cared so you'd tell me to get up and move
You'd put on music and dance to the groove
You made me laugh sparks flying from my mouth
Fire warming up my insides
You were my blazing hearth
On a winter night
Under the sheets
I can't sleep

Was I so blinded and bent reality
Was it as magical as my memories
I get so lost in dreams I forget the rest
As far as dreams go our story was the best
One of my worst fears is hurting the loved ones in my life
I'm sorry but I've hurt you
Too many times

My guilt still lingers from more than a year ago
One of my worst fears is letting it all go
Cus if the regrets and guilt go away
Will they only be replaced or let the happy memories stay

Cus you care so you tell me to get up and move
You put on music and dance to the groove
You make me laugh sparks flying from my mouth
Fire warming up my insides
You were my blazing hearth
On a winter night
Under the sheets
I can't sleep

Cus you cared so you'd tell me to get up and move
You'd put on music and dance to the groove
You made me laugh sparks flying from my mouth
Fire warming up my insides
You were my blazing hearth
On a winter night
Under the sheets
I can't sleep

Oh, I'm tired of the blame game
Don't you feel ashamed
Drenching my cheeks
With tear stains
Sighing at the mind tricks
Doesn't it make you sick
Ignoring me to see if it clicks

Bored of all the jealousy
Would like a sense of security
Enough confidence to trust me
Afraid of slipping up
Gotta start to build back my walls
So you can't toy with my love

If I touch your ego
You don't care how far you go
As long as you hurt me more
Go smoke your joint
I don't see the point
In holding me in captivity

Always second
To some type of addiction
Empty promises
Can't change what your core is
Periodical affection
Tentatives to get a reaction
You said you'd come back eventually, I won't be waiting

Every time I look at my phone and see a message
I feel a wilting of my love
Every time it drains me of my courage
I'm trapped and I can't look up

It can be an innocent: "Hi how are you?"
It can be a sweet: "See you soon"
It all scares me the same anyway
Any time of the day

It can be an innocent: "Hi how are you?"
It can be a sweet: "See you soon"
It all scares me the same anyway
Any time of the day

Every time I look at my phone
And see a message
A blizzard of emotions cause a wreckage
I feel like a heartless
Arctic monster
Bound to her desolate unrest

I used to feel a warmth in my chest and
I used to think it was for the better
My soul is a frozen wasteland
My thoughts are clouded by thunder
But now it's cold and lonely
Now it's sad and empty
In my heart, in my head
In my soul, in my bed

It can be a sweet: "See you soon"
It all scares me the same anyway
Any time of the day

It can be an innocent: "Hi how are you?"
It all scares me the same anyway
Any time of the day

Hey shooting star
How's your day going so far
Hey shooting star
How's your day going so far
Hey shooting star

I'm an open book
Just need to take a look
To see what's going on with me
Wish I were a mystery
Talk in an excessive way
Can't see in front of my face
Can't keep a story short
Always an extra: "and, or"
You must be growing tired
Listening to my long lament
Don't mean to monopolize
When we conversing

A voice I love to use
Hate listening to
I'm gonna blow a fuse
I don't know what to do
I get stuck in my head
With no way out ahead
Keep digging my own grave
Overexplaining
I wish that I could stop
But somehow I cannot
My mouth moves on its own
Can't get out of panic mode

It's my thing I talk, talk, talk, talk
And then I regret it a lot
Thoughts churning inside my brain
Overanalysing

I'm an open book
Just need to take a look
To see what's going on with me
Wish I were a mystery
Talk in an excessive way
Can't see in front of my face
Can't keep a story short
Always an extra: "and, or"
You must be growing tired
Listening to my long lament
Don't mean to monopolize
When we conversing

A voice I love to use
Hate listening to
I'm gonna blow a fuse
I don't know what to do
I get stuck in my head
With no way out ahead
Keep digging my own grave
Overexplaining
I wish that I could stop
But I cannot
My mouth moves on its own
Can't get out of panic mode

It's my thing I talk, talk, talk, talk
And then I regret it a lot
Thoughts churning inside my brain
Overanalysing

So lost in the moments
I forget myself
Controlled by my emotions
And everything else

Bla bla bla bla bla bla bla
Bla bla bla bla bla
Bla bla bla bla bla bla bla
Bla bla bla bla bla

Lost in the desert of your love
Don't know where I am not
My face plastered over your walls

How can I feel so lonely
In the middle of a crowd
How come my ears are bursting
When the air is devoid of sound
How can my heart feel so empty
If it's swelling with emotion
How can I see outside so clearly
When dark thoughts cloud my vision

Lost in the desert of your love
Don't know where I am not
My face plastered over your walls

Ah ah
Ah ah
Ah ah
Ah ah

She hides behind her big smile
She laughs and jokes like everything is fine
Only she knows what's truly going on
She's determined to stay strong

Everybody says that she's like a blue sky
She laughs and smiles and lights up like sunshine

Every blue sky has its rainy days
Clouds can stop the rays from shining
Behind this blue sky there's a storm that's brewing
Stay away cus she's a damn hurricane

She seems sweet and tries her very best
Fake positivity put to the test
Inside she's a raging beast
Tearing us up piece by piece

Everybody says that she's like a blue sky
She laughs and smiles and lights up like sunshine

Every blue sky has its rainy days
Clouds can stop the rays from shining (Sunshine Hurricane)
Behind this blue sky there's a storm that brewing
Stay away cus she's a damn hurricane (Sunshine Hurricane)
Every blue sky has its rainy days
Clouds can stop the rays from shining (Sunshine Hurricane)
Behind this blue sky there's a storm that brewing
Stay away cus she's a damn hurricane (Sunshine Hurricane)
Sunshine Hurricane
(Sunshine Hurricane)
(Sunshine Hurricane)
(Sunshine Hurricane)
Sunshine Hurricane